Changing driver's license

Just registered my car in Arizona and got an Arizona driver's license. Feels very strange. For twenty years, my car and license has been from Utah. I've been holding off of doing these things for a year for some reason. They were my last vestiges of connection to the state. Sort of like signing the divorce papers, I guess. Just adding to the general disorientation. I mean, if there is one thing I am certain of, it is that I do not want to live here. For all of the visiting I have done, this place has never felt like a potential home. The flip side of this is, it does not seem like any place could ever feel like home.